Do all things without grumbling. Philippians 2:14 NASB

I caught myself yesterday morning grumbling. Inside. To myself.

Immediately, the Spirit convicted me. “Why are you complaining about some physical conditions? Why aren’t you thanking Me for your body? I have given you overall good health, strength, and wisdom to steward your body.”

Undone and ashamed, I immediately begged His forgiveness.  I felt the gravity of dwelling only on minor health issues. It was as though God revealed my ingratitude. I confessed how I’ve ignored His blessings, grousing instead about what I don’t have.

As I reflect now, I realize that this constant stream of inner murmuring from within my heart (mind) is often negative. Sobered, I realize that these are not mere thoughts but complaints against the Almighty.

Awakened to God’s perspective, I have been praying and asking for the Holy Spirit’s help to praise God for who He is and for His good gifts. Might this be what is meant by the “fear of the Lord”—an awareness that one is displeasing God, “from Whom all things flow?” 

Last night, as I worked on some Spanish homework, I realized how I don’t thank the Lord enough for the progress He has allowed me to enjoy. That insight unnerved me all the more.

Where else in my life am I lamenting what I don’t have, situations that unsettle me? Perhaps this is where I must begin in order to notice just how much good God has already bestowed on me.  


My plea, dear Father, is this: “Lead me to the rock that is higher than I (Psalm 61:2 ESV), that I might gain Your perspective into my heart and align my ways to Your Word.”