Yes, it’s a dying petunia we have hanging up over our back patio.
A dried up, intentionally left plant that reminds me of God’s sovereign timing and the trust of a little ordinary sparrow.
Mike and I love birds and as soon as we moved into this house in March, we hung up our bird feeders. Our new house backs up onto a disc golf park and greenway. Big shady trees housing many birds hang over our postage-sized back yard, satisfying us with a feeling of the spacious outdoors.
But not one bird came to the ‘table’. Maybe that’s how Jesus felt when his banquet invitees provided excuses for why were choosing not to attend the readied feast!
Mike and I asked God daily to direct his birds to our feeders. I even enjoined my friend Jill in the UK to pray ! FINALLY…..they flocked. We rejoiced, thanking God for the gift of observing and savoring these happy feathered members of creation.
So….. you would think, that when a momma bird chose my hanging petunia to construct her nest, I would have felt proud to aid the cause of providing for the next generation of birds.
Sadly for momma bird, my miserly side dominated.
By July in Alabama, the plants we had first put out in late April had withered with the heat. So I replaced some of my flowering hanging baskets mid July. Now here was this bird choosing one of the new pots to feather her nest.
Knowing that I wouldn’t be able to water the petunia any more, I removed her construction work, throwing it away.
Two days later when I set the hanging basket down to water, I saw the new nest. I tossed it in the trash as well, reasoning that this bird would soon get the message and build her nest somewhere else.
I was not counting on her determination to stay put.
She built a 3rd nest. It, too, went the way of the others.
And then God! Immediately I thought: ‘I bet this bird SENSES her body about to lay those eggs! She must feel desperate to have a safe place for them, one where she and they can be out of sight and protected. AND I HAVE INTERVENED 3 TIMES, to the potential possible murder of baby birds!
I repented and prayed that she would persevere yet again.
And praise Jesus, who loves his creation, she did build yet another nest, a FOURTH time. I was so relieved.
She was just in time, for the very next day, she lay her eggs. Whew!
All I could think about was how much stress I must have caused that little bird just because I wanted to save $12.99!
But God rewarded my repentance with some valuable, illustrated lessons, such as:
- His control of all events including when the Holy Spirit pinged me, bringing forth my repentance IN TIME for that momma bird to lay her eggs
- The example of perseverance in the cause of life, the next generation of baby birds
- The reality that being in God’s will does not block hardship. That bird was doing what He created her to do – prepare for and care for family. Despite huge obstacles and persecution – ME!!!
Momma Bird is still there; the babies haven’t hatched yet. Even when they grow strong enough to fly off, I might keep that dead petunia on my back patio as a reminder. Our LORD and Savior doesn’t waste a thing. Definitely worth the $12.99
Luke 12:24 Look at the ravens. They don’t plant or harvest or store food in barns, for God feeds them. And you are far more valuable to him than any birds!
Matthew 10:31 Fear not therefore, you are of more value than many sparrows.
Aug 07, 2020 @ 21:56:37
Wow Marie—maybe your best post yet! I love how u take daily things and situations and glean lessons from them. It shows your sensitivity to God’s Spirit plus the creativity He has given you. We have a bird feeder hanging near our window over the sink. When we are willing to pay for the more expensive seeds we get a much larger variety in types and colors of birds. Terry 8/7
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Aug 09, 2020 @ 21:30:41
This is a great story, a modern day parable even! Well written too.
Aug 09, 2020 @ 21:38:41
Thank you for taking the time to read and comment. Don’t you find that as we grow as believers, the lessons come swifter and with more Holy Spirit conviction?
Aug 09, 2020 @ 22:04:21
Certainly after many years of following Christ as my Lord and Saviour I am still learning. Every day seems to bring a holy spirit lesson. 😁
Aug 10, 2020 @ 17:06:10
As a big bird watcher, even logging in my today’s list of thanksgivings, a thank you to God for his Red-bellied Woodpecker and that gorgeous red of his head. I cringed when you threw out the nest, one after another. I’m thinking Mama bird is swelling with her eggs and needs to deposit them, and then you catch on. What a lesson for you and all of us, God’s will will not be thwarted. Thank you for being so candid with your revelations. Sue
Aug 10, 2020 @ 17:45:36
I cringe TOO when I think of what I was doing. Whew – thank you Father for watching over this momma bird!
Aug 16, 2020 @ 21:10:43
Sometimes we need time to see what is about to happen. In the beginning, the birds also needed time to understand that the place was safe. And persistence helps everyone get things done. And over time, you will have both a blooming petunia and a family of birds and everyone will be happy).