Elkanah had it right! Do you remember his question to his wife, the wife he loved most, the wife who was barren? This was the childless wife, Hannah, who wanted to have children of her own. The OTHER wife, the fertile one, ‘her rival’ as the text renders it, used to taunt her sister wife about her lack of kids.
One year, when the entire family made their annual trek to Shiloh to sacrifice and worship to the Lord, Elkanah addressed Hannah’s sadness and said:
……“Hannah, why do you weep? And why do you not eat? And why is your heart sad? Am I not more to you than ten sons? 1 Sam 1:8
We women often smirk at Elkanah’s remark, belittling him for his apparent oblivion of Hannah’s desire to be a mom. Justifying our reaction we also point to the heightened value of children in that culture and concomitant stigma assigned to those unable to bring forth life.
I thought of Elkanah this morning when I lingered over Charles Spurgeon’s morning encouragement: Spurgeon’s am thoughts – 27 April 2019
Specifically, he writes about God:
- He can supply you with all, or, better still, he can be to you instead of all.
When I read that, I stopped and immediately thought of Hannah’s husband and his response to her sadness. Could it be that Elkanah is a type, pointing to Jesus, not only the provision-supplier but THE provision Himself?
Convicted, I suddenly saw how I tend to go to Jesus more for what He can give me, rather than simply for Himself as my satisfaction. That is to say, I go to Jesus to get ‘bread’ – my specific stuff that I ‘need’. Recently those needs have centered around:
- guidance about how to live as a newly un-employed woman, sprung from a life of hustle and rush
- direction about what to do with my English language videos I’m producing since I don’t ‘have’ to make money now
- help and encouragement for family members and friends who struggle with suffering, fears and doubts
But this is a new thought. Maybe Spurgeon and Elkanah are saying: Yes, for sure go to the Provider for what you need. Always. But don’t stop there. Think bigger! Ask for what lasts, for you and for those whose needs you lift up.
Could it be that our various necessities have an expiration date, that they won’t EVER be enough, lastingly?
That, the temporary provision is going to have to be replaced with still more short-term supply, ad infinitum?
That Jesus offers not just the daily, hourly particular nuggets of grace, but Himself, the Bread, the Water, the Light, the Life that really satisfies?
These are new thoughts.
Maybe we really CAN trust Jesus when He says: Seek primarily, most of all, before anything else, the Kingdom of God and my righteousness. (Matt 6:33)
For then, THROUGH Him, IN Him, BY MEANS of HIM we can see how to think about everything else.
Elkanah was speaking more truth than I ever have given him credit. I’m going to put his name on my list of people I want to meet in heaven.
Apr 27, 2019 @ 19:03:51
Agree with all you say, but remember: God DELIGHTS to be asked. He delights to give us good things.
Apr 27, 2019 @ 19:06:45
True, Van, maybe it’s a both/and
Apr 28, 2019 @ 02:44:16
Oh, how I love your writing, the fluid way you think and link your thoughts together…your openness, use of God’s Word, and letting your readers in on how God is speaking to you. Keep on writing, my friend Maria.
Your post title reminds me of what the late Ron Dunn said: “You will never know that Jesus is all you need until He is all you have left.” (I learned later that a couple years before he gave the message containing this remark, he found his teen son dead on Thanksgiving morning of suicide….he spoke from experience.)
Terry
Terry Powell Columbia International University Box 3122 Columbia, SC 29230 tpowell@ciu.edu CIU Phone: 803-807-5453 Personal Blog: http://www.terrydpowell.com/
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Apr 28, 2019 @ 13:46:05
Terry – your encouragement is a gift. It’s specific. It’s not fluff. I thank God for opening my eyes and giving me the desire to write and express what He shows me. I also thank God for bringing a godly man, a writer to be a friend, whose own suffering and writings keep pointing me to God. That’s a sobering detail about Ron Dunn’s suffering and the sufficiency of Jesus