I am like the rich fool who believed Satan about storing up stuff for future needs instead of trusting God.
In desperation, I pray. God comes through.
Relieved, I thank God.
But with the very next breath, I perversely tense, “Rats! There’s X situation tomorrow and I’m going to have to BE VULNERABLE and NEED God. I just wish I could see the resources ahead of time, (look out the window at my BARN.)
Here’s the lie:
Either I provide for myself, or I trust God.
(and Satan paints self-sufficiency as less anxiety-producing)
The truth is, I CAN’T provide for myself. That’s a false assumption.
Real life:
Either neediness WITHOUT God, or neediness plus the God who promises to provide with me
Dear Father, help me repent not only of fear-thoughts and worry but also of not wanting to NEED You!
Psalm 40:17 I am poor and needy, yet the Lord takes thought and plans for me. You are my Help and my Deliverer. O my God, do not tarry!
Reflections on God's Word 
Jul 07, 2015 @ 13:03:56
Your verse reminded me of a song we used to sing in church: “Hear, O Lord, and answer – I am poor and needy – guard my life for I am devoted to You…” I will see if I can find all the lyrics. Blessings for today and bright hopes for tomorrow!
Jul 07, 2015 @ 14:15:07
It’s a gift to know that we are poor and needy but that we have a great loving provider
Jul 07, 2015 @ 19:36:03
Excellent post.
Jul 07, 2015 @ 21:18:29
Lead us not into this temptation to sin!!!