Currently Psalm 32 is my favorite scripture to recite. I crave daily the truths it blazes. Unconfessed sins weigh me down. I bend over to cover them up. My belt of truth grows tight from this cover up and shameful cower.
Finally I break free and lift my head & hands to God and release the burden of my sin. The belt is loosened. I’m weightless. Light warms my face and body – no more guilt TODAY to darken my soul and weigh me down.
In this position, God exhorts and encourages: “Let everyone who has tasted this ‘chesed’ – this loving kindness pray to me”. When we do pray, we are promised three things:
- Protection while in the midst of danger with eventual musical rescue
- Guidance and instruction about where to go, with on-going care as we journey through life
- Joy as we remember our upright position when freed from sin
The Bible calls the man or woman who knows these truths, ‘asher’. Asher means blessed….enviable….happy…..joyful.
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After this daily confession, with my belt of truth comfortably reminding me that I’m secure in the light, I continue to put on my Gospel armor. I slip on my Peace-with-God sandals: no need to fear that my access to His throne will be blocked. My stance and confidence in my standing are firm.
I’m covered by Christ’s righteousness…no need to fake being something I’m not. I’m free to confess sin as it occurs; I don’t have to pretend a righteousness that is not mine. Jesus’ righteousness is comfortable and comforting. I need that secure breastplate over my heart.
I consciously don my head covering marked, “SAVED by GRACE”. Recalling that I have already been rescued helps me to reject:
- the fear thoughts of ‘what if?’
- the depressing thoughts of: I’m-not-good-enough
- the lack thoughts: God might not come through TOMORROW!
- the superior & judgmental thoughts: At least I’m not….
Now I raise my shield of faith and cover not only myself, but the Church that is around me, those Christian brothers and sisters I encounter throughout my day. I offer them protection by reminding THEM of gospel truth. And when the going gets tough because the enemy is attacking me or a brother or sister, I pull out my short dagger and yell, “It is written: _____________!” The demons scatter, horrified and wounded by the power of God’s Word. ‘We better leave this Daughter of the King alone for now,’ they reason.
Gospel armor: fashion that NEVER goes out of style. And I haven’t even mentioned the snacks I bring with me to nibble on throughout the day for energy. We’ll talk about that another day. But who doesn’t eat at least 3 times a day!
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