I didn’t know that!!!!
I’m talking about Communion, the Eucharist.
We’ve been members of a reformed Presbyterian church for 2 years, having left a main-line liberal denomination. In our old church, Communion was always 100 % scripted, out of a printed liturgy. It always felt rote. It was rote. I struggled to find meaning, to imbue it with meaning, to do anything to make it more meaningful. I was totally puzzled when people would remark, ‘unless I’ve had communion, I don’t feel like I’ve been to church’ or ‘communion is the high point of the worship service’. Struggling to connect with these dear people’s sentiments, I would default to either of two polar reactions:
- Something’s wrong with me, that I don’t ‘get it’
- I’m better than them, because I prefer sermons with good expositional preaching
But Sunday our pastor mentioned something in passing that really caught my attention. It was one brief sentence that shifted my understanding of communion so that it became beautiful. I want to explain that transformation and then make an application about why it’s important ‘to explain stuff’ frequently, whether the Gospel or communion (which is the gospel).
Here is what our pastor said: “God’s forgiveness of you is just as real and tangible as this bread and wine.” (Id est.: “These matzo crackers and this wine or juice – our choice”)
I sat up and said to myself, “this is what Communion is all about? It is a reminder of the fact that God has forgiven us via Jesus’ death?” Suddenly all the centuries of Israelite sacrifices that offered only temporary forgiveness made sense. But the old covenant could carry them only so far. (‘The Law is only a shadow of the good things that are coming..” Hebr 10:1) The beauty of the ‘new’ covenant is that Jesus sacrificed himself one time..and it’s totally effective and efficient for us who are members of the covenant. The bread is the material reminder of his body punished and tortured for us.
But the wine – now that is something complex and marvelous!! It’s a double symbol – one of blood spilt during Christ’s work securing us eternal forgiveness and one of something festive. To this end, the wine points to the promise of a party that will be unbelievable, a heavenly banquet.
Adam Powers who writes the blog Pleasing Pain once described Jesus’ first miracle at Cana as a sign to those well-versed in prophets: Quantity & Quality – John 2:6-10. Excellent wine would be the herald of the Messiah’s arrival. He quotes the prophet Amos promising dripping, sweet wine. Isaiah echoes the festive theme.
On this mountain the LORD Almighty will prepare
a feast of rich food for all peoples,
a banquet of aged wine—
the best of meats and the finest of wines. Isaiah 25: 6
So during Communion, we get to share in a tangible reminder of what awaits us. It’s a reminder of the wedding feast to which we have been invited as belonging to the bride.
Now here’s my application: In that one sentence of amplification from our pastor I saw how much I need to be instructed EVERY time we have communion. Just like I need to hear and learn about the gospel every day. I hardly grasp the magnitude of the gospel, this amazing good news. So I need my pastor to come at it a bit differently each time. This is why clear and creative analogies help.
Once in our old denomination, it was the latest thing to do an ‘instructed Eucharist’ once a year for one’s congregation. That was definitely a move in the right direction. More effective, however, is the drip method combined with an element of novelty. I do appreciate our pastor’s thoughtful efforts to help us stay enthralled with God. How beautiful is this gift of permanent forgiveness. I want to see over and over again what God has done for me by submitting to the cross.
And can you even take it all in? That historical event outside of Jerusalem which secured our forever-forgiveness is also a party invitation! I’m telling you, I need this kind of instruction EVERY week. Once a year is not enough! I praise God for Bible-centered worship.
Aug 09, 2011 @ 13:17:56
I am one of those people for whom Communion is the center of the worship and you know, after seeing the Passion it must have been months before I could walk up the isle without tearing up, weeping really. For I get it, I get the sacrifice this reminds me of. This IS my body, given up for you for the forgiveness of sins. And in that same eureka moment that Maria had, I once was so humbled at the verse that says “thanking God” he lifted both bread and cup. Knowing, feeling every inch of the pain he would endure the next day, the complete horror of it, he thanks his Father. Man, you want to have a moment of feeling guilty over previous whining in you own life over slight difficulties when I wasn’t lifting those difficulties up and thanking God.
And that is why, every day, in every way his Word can be new, our experience at Communion can be new, a lyric from a song can be new. You go God, for that to me is the evidence that you ARE with us always, speaking to us about yourself and our lives in new ways every day. If we just pay attention
Pat, who isn’t always paying attention but is generally wowed when she does.
Aug 09, 2011 @ 13:21:17
Pat – Thanks for your thoughts. I feel stupid in saying that “I just got it” – had you asked me before Sunday, I would have intellectually and correctly explained the meaning of the cross and what we celebrate during communion. I think it just hit me at a deeper level – it was an ‘aha’ moment so that it FELT like I was getting it for the first time.
Aug 10, 2011 @ 21:40:18
Maria,
I believe in the True Presence of Christ in Holy Eucharist. As such, the Eucharist IS the source and summit of who I am as a Catholic Christian. Jesus clearly and plainly tells us in John chapter 6 “unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink His blood, you do not have life within you…. for my flesh is true food and my blood is true drink….” and we learn in Scripture that whenever we eat the bread and drink the cup, we remember the Lord Jesus and His great sacrifice for us.
In 2003 I had a metanoia experience and began participating as much as possible (daily if I can!) in the Eucharistic banquet. I can tell you that Holy Eucharist has been my greatest source of nourishment, strength and comfort and I long to be at mass to commune with the Lord!
I suggest Dr. Scott Hahn’s The Fourth Cup, which although the video is dated, the information is not and explains very clearly the tremendous importance of the Eucharist and its centrality in our faith.
Aug 10, 2011 @ 21:59:04
Michelle – thank you for sharing your experience of the Eucharist. I’ve always known that believing Catholics really FEEL the presence of Jesus. I think you could offer an additional interpretation of the John 6 passage, since Jesus is the Logos, the Word, we feed on him when we ingest his words to us and make them a part of us.By the power of the HS, God makes the Word alive and life-sustaining to us who believe. But since God makes each of us differently, maybe His food to us comes in different forms. In both your and my cases, He IS feeding us, even if we experience the food differently.
It’s enriching to me to have this discussion!
Aug 10, 2011 @ 22:47:05
Maria, I agree with you completely! Jesus is the Logos, the Word, who feeds us. That’s why our liturgy has two main parts– Liturgy of the Word, where we are fed, nourished and sustained by God’s Word, and Liturgy of the Eucharist, in which we recall and re-present (make present again) the saving action of our Savior Jesus Christ… both parts are necessary and draw us ever into communion with the Triune God.
I have to apologize for my previous, somewhat abrupt comment posted. I had my 12 year old daughter who needed to get to soccer practice breathing over my shoulder!
I did not want to fail to mention that your personal experience, the ‘aha’ moment, is clearly the power of the Holy Spirit at work in your life. I often experience ‘aha’ moments of greater, deeper understanding in Scripture or ritual and wonder how I could have been so blind! I am certain that I have soooooo much more to learn and know. A Scripture passage that I’ve heard or read hundreds of times and thought I understood well suddenly takes on deeper meaning, perhaps because of the present moment in my life or an openness to the Spirit in my life, but more probably just a pure Gift of the HS. Whatever the case, I am deeply grateful for it and pray that I am formed and Transformed by the experience.
As for rituals and the reading of prayers, such as the Eucharistic prayer, sadly many people simply don’t know WHY we do what we do. If they understood the significance of using Jesus’s own words and doing what He did and commanded us to do, namely “On the night He was betrayed Jesus took the bread, blessed it, broke it, and said ‘This is my Body given for you’ and likewise with the Cup…’Do this in memory of me’…. then maybe they would also experience the “Wow” of the moment. Unfortunately, many Catholics do not understand the full significance of our celebration of communion, how we take God’s Gifts (wheat, grapes) and our own gifts (bread from wheat, wine from grapes, our talents, our treasure, our very selves) and bring them to the altar where together with the priest we pray in Faith that Jesus be present to us both through Himself the Word and through His Body/Blood. It is beautiful. Obviously, catechesis is a lifelong process.
Well, now I have my 3 year old begging for food. Thanks for sharing your experiences; you are both courageous and eloquent in sharing your thoughts. I have no doubt that together, you, me and other Christian believers are building up the Kingdom of God here on Earth!
Peace be with you!!
Aug 11, 2011 @ 00:01:55
Michelle – you are so kind. I did not feel your remarks were abrupt..just passionate. And that I respect and admire and, like you say, wish more people shared. Bec. we were in a liturgical church…I, too, saw many people, including the minister, go through the motions, But.getting outside of it…and looking back at these sacraments through a new lens has helped.
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You have your hands full – a mom to young children, pre-teens and a teen! and a teacher and an asst prof..Wow! and still time to think about the important matters in life.