Because of the miraculous signs Jesus did in Jerusalem at the Passover celebration, many began to trust in him. But Jesus didn’t trust them, because he knew all about people. John 2:23-24 NLT
We encounter people every day, when we are out and about, who say they believe in God. But if you probe a bit, you quickly find out that they believe in ‘a God’, that there is something or someone supernatural called God. But that is as far as they go.
As Mike often points out, in any worthwhile discussion we must start by defining our terms. We ask, therefore: ‘What do you mean by God? Who is God to you?’ and ‘What do you mean by ‘believe in’? What does that look like in your life?’
I have those kinds of conversations regularly. But they all tend to be one-directional, about whether A PERSON believes God, trusts God. The issue regularly centers on what kind of relationship someone has with God….. from his point of view.
But I don’t think I’ve pondered more than a split second the question of whether Jesus trusts me? Whether he knows that I am worthy of his confidence, someone he can count on. Being honest and generous with myself, I probably live 50 % of my day committed to God, counting on him to come through and taking him at his word. Those hours (not all consecutive) of my day, I DO actually believe that his promises are valid, true and legit and that I can apply them for the day’s very specific and actual needs.
So, with a ‘mercy’ grade of 50% (which is way below a failing F), I confront the question of whether the Son actually evaluates me as trustworthy.
If I were to make a case on my behalf, I would point out, in my defense, Jesus’ disciples: ‘Well, look at them! What about them? They deserted you, every single one. Furthermore, Peter even denied knowing you. And Thomas refused to believe the testimony of his 10 closest male friends when they said they had seen the risen Jesus’.
I bet Jesus wouldn’t even ‘go there’. He’d ignore my point about his guys. Because, the good news is that he knows about all people. He knows that I can’t be counted on. Were he a normal human being, he’d be justified in not trusting me. But he has YOU and me, grace upon grace. We don’t have to count on ourselves being trustworthy. Because we won’t be, consistently.
If we are not faithful, he will still be faithful. Christ cannot deny who he is.” 2 Timothy 2:13 CEV
So, I’m off the hook. Nevertheless, I WANT to please Jesus. I WANT to prove that I am someone he can trust. For those who think grace might be too risky and totally lacking rational thought for God to offer, since we ‘might’ just go on sinning all the more, I will counter with the reality of my life and that of many other authentic, but very wobbly believers I know. The real Christian is a child, a man, a woman who gasps at the offer of undeserved favor. Then gradually as he comes better to know Christ, he starts to long to please the gift-giver out of ever increasing holy and wondrous awe.




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